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.Oh god, Miles had seen my most humiliating moment.“I wouldn’t be caught dead with you.The only reason I could finish was that I was picturing someone else and I haven’t gotten laid in a while.It was gross the way your body jiggled all over the place.If you want to get a real man to date you, I’d lose the fat ass.I mean, just how overweight are you?”“I’m sorry.I thought you enjoyed it.”“A hole is a hole if you close your eyes, dumbass.” He laughed again as he stepped out of the stall.Miles couldn’t see me, but I knew I was sitting there naked with tears streaming down my cheeks.I had shut the door and locked it so he couldn’t come back in and insult me anymore, as if that barrier would keep me safe from any more pain.“Ask him nicely and he might let you have him, too,” the guy whispered to Miles as he went to leave the bathroom.“He wasn’t as bad as I made him sound, but he is a chunker.Gotta keep the ones with low self-esteem down so they’re just as easy for the next guy.” A rage like I’d never experienced filled Miles as he stepped out of the bathroom with the guy.He grabbed the human around the throat and dragged him toward the back door to the club.I saw Andre running toward them, and Miles made a split second to decision not to snap the human’s neck.“You ever go near him again and I will kill you,” Miles threatened in a voice so cold it made me shiver.“You ever tell anyone what happened here tonight and I’ll kill you.I ever find out that you treated another person this way and I’ll do the same to you all night in view of all my friends.You got that?” The guy nodded as he swallowed nervously.He believed Miles was capable of carrying out all of the threats he made.Then I saw Miles punch the guy in the face, breaking his nose and probably more.The guy went down, out cold, just as Andre got to them.“Are you fucking nuts?” Andre exclaimed, looking scared as he glanced from Miles to the human.“That was Bas’s date.”“No, that’s a douche bag who just fucked our charge in a dirty club bathroom like some cheap whore and said the vilest things to him when it was over.Go help Bas.He’s going to need someone and he can’t know I was here.”“Just tell him you love him, Miles,” Andre said sympathetically as he shook his head.“He doesn’t want me,” Miles whispered and walked away down the alley.Then suddenly we were in my memories again.That night from my perspective and how I had cried all night wishing that Miles would love me so my first time would have been with him instead of that asshole.It turned into something like a montage of every time I had hinted to Miles that I liked him or flirted with him and the rejection and pain I felt when he denied me.After that, we were on the plane on the way home a week ago and he saw everything from my perspective.“No!” Miles shouted as the memories changed to the pain he felt when I found Digger and then the truth that I never knew we were mates.Suddenly, it was last night.Miles had been in the room next to my study, drinking as I worked just to make sure I was safe and he was close enough to hear if I needed anything.I hadn’t seen much of him the past couple of days, but now I knew it was because he was holed up there getting shit faced.There had to be a dozen empty bottles of whiskey lying around as he drank.Then he heard Digger and I having sex, and I caught the fleeting thought that he should just kill himself.He knew Digger would take good care of me, and then he wouldn’t have to live without me anymore in his hell of a life.When the sex sounds stopped, he decided to go beg my forgiveness.The worst that could happen was I’d say no, right?He stumbled to his feet, trying to get his bearings so I wouldn’t see how drunk he was.Miles walked into my study, chastising himself for forgetting to knock until he saw me standing there, shaking my ass at him.I felt his overwhelming lust and joy that I’d forgiven him.That could be the only reason that I’d give him such an undeniable offering.I saw myself and how he felt about me as he made love to me [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]