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.I agonized over leaving the car out here when the town would be waking within the hour.But there was no alternative.I needed to get Orson inside, clean myself up, and figure out what the hell I was going to do.Reclining on a floral-print couch in Orson’s den, I dialed Cynthia’s home number.It was a sunny Saturday morning, eleven o’clock, and the sunbeams angled brilliantly through the blinds into the den, a scantly furnished room with a large television in a pine cabinet and a tower of CDs standing in the corner.Orson lay across from me on a matching couch, his hands still cuffed behind his back, feet bound with a bicycle lock I’d found in his study.She answered on the third ring.“Hello?”“Hi, Cynthia.”“Andy.” I detected undeniable shock in her voice, and it concerned me.“Where are you?” she asked.“Everyone’s looking for you.”“Who’s everyone?”“The Winston-Salem Police Department called my office twice yesterday.”“Why are they looking for me?”“You know about your mother?”She was going to regret asking that.“What about her?”“Oh, Andy.I’m sorry.”“What?”“A neighbor found her dead in her house three days ago.On Wednesday, I think.Andy…”“What happened?” I let my voice quake.How could an innocent man explain not crying when he learns his mother has been murdered? Even the guilty manage tears.“They think she was murdered.”I dropped the phone and produced a few sobs.After a moment, I brought the receiver to my ear again.“I’m here,” I said, sniffling.“Are you all right?”“I don’t know.”“Andy, the police want to speak with you.”“Why?”“I um …I think…” She sighed.“This is tough, Andy.There’s a warrant for your arrest.”“What in the world for?”“Your mother’s murder.”“Oh no, no, no, no—”“And I know you didn’t do it.I believe you.But the best thing to do is just talk to the police and clear this mess up.Where are you? Let me have someone come get you.”“Thank you for everything, Cynthia.” I hung up the phone, thinking, They had to find her eventually.Orson, you fucked me again.I stared at my brother on the sofa.He’d be waking soon.Until you fix this, you don’t have a home.In fact, you might never go home again.Orson awoke in the early afternoon, strapped naked to a wooden chair in his den, handcuffs securing his arms behind the chair back, and a length of rope binding his legs to the chair legs.I’d shut the door, closed the blinds, and turned the television up so loud, the set buzzed.Sitting on the couch, I waited until he’d regained sufficient clarity of mind.“You with me?” I shouted.He said something, but I couldn’t hear over the television.“Speak up!” I could tell he was still disoriented.“Yes.What’s…” I saw it all come back to him—the fight, the trunk, Walter.He smiled, and I knew he was with me.Taking the remote control from the couch, I muted the television.“Orson,” I said.“This is how this works.I ask the questions.You answer them.Quickly, concisely—”“Where’s Walt? No.Let me guess.Is he in my hole?”I cloaked my fury—I had a hunch the torture would be more effective if I remained placid.Composing myself, I asked him, “Do you still have the videotapes and pictures of you and me in the desert?”“Of course.”“Where are they?” He smiled and shook his head.I pressed the mute button and the television roared.It was the episode of The Andy Griffith Show that chronicles Barney Fife’s attempt to join a church choir, despite his glaring inability to sing.We watched this with our father.Coming to my feet, I walked around to the back of the chair.From my pocket, I took a silver Zippo I’d found in Orson’s dresser and struck a flame.Regardless of the hell he’d put me through, I found it exceedingly difficult to burn him.But I did.Orson grunted wrenchingly, and after six seconds, I withdrew the flame and returned to the couch.Sweat had broken out across his forehead, and his face had crimsoned.I silenced the television.“Whew!” He smiled through the pain.“Man, that’s unpleasant! But you know, the back isn’t the most sensitive part of the body.You should burn my face.The lips, the eyes.Make ’em boil.”“Orson, are the videotapes and pictures in this house?”“No.”“Are they in Woodside?”“Flame on!”The cacophony of the television again filled the room.Leaning forward, I positioned the lighter against Orson’s inner thigh as he watched with rabid interest.This time, I felt less squeamish about applying the pain.He hollered over the dissonant voice of Barney Fife as the tonguelike flame licked his skin.When the patch of hairy white flesh began to bubble, I extinguished the flame and hit the mute button.He was still yelping, eyes closed, teeth clicking, breathless.“I think you missed your calling,” he said, wincing and sucking through his teeth, stifling the squeals.Glancing down at his thigh, I noticed the afflicted skin had blossomed into a bright blister.I could smell the sweet charred flesh, a pleasantly devious odor, like gasoline.“All right, Orson,” I said.“Take three.”“Maybe it’s in a storage unit in some town you’ll never find.Maybe—” The television blared, and standing up, I held the lighter beneath Orson’s right eye.When the flame leapt out, he shrieked, “In the desert! In the desert!”Stepping back, I cut the volume.“I think you’re lying.”“Andy,” he gasped, “my videos, my photographs, everything I used to blackmail you—it’s all out there.”“Where out there? In the cabin?”“Take me to Wyoming, and I’ll show you.”“I guess you like being burned.”“No.Don’t.Just listen.If I told you, Andy, even after you’d tortured me, you’d have no way of knowing if it was the truth till you got out there.And trust me, it wouldn’t be.Now think about that.”“You think I’m gonna haul you to Wyoming?”“How are you gonna find the cabin? My dirt road’s in the middle of nowhere.You have to watch the mileage from a certain point even to have a chance at finding it, and I’m not telling you where that is.Not here.No fucking way.You need me; I need you.Let’s take a trip.”“I can find it on my own.”“How?”“I found you.”He snorted.“That fucking cowboy.”I considered holding the flame to Orson’s eye until he screamed exactly where in the cabin or shed I could find the paraphernalia of his obsession.But he was right: I wouldn’t know if he’d told the truth until I got out there.I wanted to ask him about my mother and how he’d framed me, but I was afraid the rage would undermine me like it had Walter, and there were things I still had to know.“Where’s Luther?” I asked [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]